There is something special about starting something new later in life or pursuing an idea that has lingered in your mind for quite some time. It’s as if your mind becomes clear and certain about the reasons behind ones actions and the why, making you feel unstoppable. 

 That’s how I felt when I attended Toastmasters for public speaking, it felt like “déjà vu”, a familiarity, a sensation as if I had been there before. I also remember taking a course in journalism, which gave me a similar feeling of déjà vu. After completing my matriculation, I wasn’t sure what I wanted to study, but I knew that staying in the township without purpose wasn’t the right path for me. That’s why I seized the first opportunity to study film studies. I spent a lot of time questioning my career choice, and every decision I made was filled with uncertainty. By the time I decided to pursue journalism, I was in my early thirties and confident about my path. I often wish I had chosen to study journalism right after high school, just as I was clear about it two years ago.

 I am someone who has blossomed later in life. I often spend my time thinking about what I need to do, and by the time I make a decision, it’s later in life. However, that is the beauty of pursuing something later in life there is no peer pressure, no comparisons, and no uncertainty. The mind is more clear and certain. This is what makes it truly special.  

Years ago, I wanted to attend Toastmasters. I remember visiting a club in Rosebank, but I was filled with uncertainty. At that time, I was transitioning from an assistant editor to an offline editor. I knew that Toastmasters was a great opportunity for me, but my motivation wasn’t strong enough, and I ended up not pursuing it further. This time, attending Toastmasters feels different. My motivation is strong, and I am confident about my path for the next three years. I believe Toastmasters will be a valuable part of my journey. The changes currently taking place in my life require bravery. 

 I saw a note where someone mentioned that doing brave things for growth, and that resonates with me. I am still looking for a club, but I will be attending Toastmasters to foster my personal development.